Some thoughts and difficulties

Trusting God. Am I really doing it or is my heart just deceiving my mind? This wake up call really came in timely.

Recently I've been feeling so broken because everything I do just doesn't go right. This year has been more of downs than ups and I really want to change that.

As painful as it is, I think God really wants me to surrender myself fully to Him. And that means all my worries, problems, stresses all to Him. And I'm willing to do that because I know He only wants the best for me. But I can only do so much on my own. Help me rely on you more and less on myself. 😔