conflicts in my mind

For some reason I've been only posting here when I need somewhere to just vent and write out my unhappy thoughts.

Overwhelmed. Possibly stressed. And still in a state of disbelief. Am I really gonna make it?

Through Christ all things are possible!

Recently I feel like I have been lacking in many areas sigh especially spiritually 😪 God please guide me to understand you better and rely on you more often

Mid February. End goal: Nov-Dec.
hope I'll heed advices from my close friends and just take things easy from now on. Doing things at my own pace despite my surroundings. I can storm through this bad weather with You because I know you'll be with me through the calm and through the storms