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It gets hard when all your life you've been drilled to believe that things only come to those who strive for it and you've constantly been proven wrong.
Maybe it's the fact that up till now, this has been true. But for now, this belief has become ambiguous for me. So far it has shown me that life often has twists and turns and the path may be easier for some and harder for others. Despite how I wish for what I've believed to stand strong, things don't always go my way and what more can I do than to accept it and adapt?
This time round, maybe instead of coming up with excuses for myself it would probably be best for me to take some action and start doing things right for myself.
But at the back of my head, envy and jealousy still looms around.. :<
Hard work equates success no longer means what it used to mean.
Be the best that I can be. I guess at this point in my life this is probably the direction I should be navigating myself towards.
Ignore negativity and push forward.
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Nevertheless, should really remind myself that I should never (or least make an effort not to) take people and things around me for granted no matter what I may be feeling or experiencing at that point in time. So far I haven't been able to show this through my actions. :( it isn't a good feeling to return to at the end of the day when you realise you've been such an ass to everyone around you just because of something that affected you alone. There are still so many things out there for me to learn and grow as a person...
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School life has been going well so far! Really trying to embrace everyday and surround myself with positive people. ^_^ My classmates are really supportive, sporting and spontaneous!!!!! Love them to bits. For once I can be comfortable with the whole class and not hide my emotions or feel the need to put on a facade for others. 11/13 has really been a blessing for me :)
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It's almost 1am and I have school tomorrow. I'D BETTER HEAD TO BED asap
CAN'T WAIT FOR CDP ON WEDNESDAY. Yay to sandcastle building and more class moments!
