Turmoil

Think I'm kinda in the midst of a really bad moodswing...... Sighhhh. Idk but just suddenly felt really tired of all the activities. I really want a day off. My voice is so tired :( haven't had a proper rest since I barely recovered.

And somehow. I'm really affected by what someone hinted to me. Even though I still feel that I didn't do any wrong. But yet this thought has been resurfacing again and again..to which I can't make any sense of.

Been flaring up at people and getting all grumpy and negative since 2 hours ago. What the hell is wrong with me.

Was so motivated in school to come home and do what I planned to but I barely completed half em :(

I feel guilty cuz I know I'm not as prepared for my rehearsal tmr than the first time round. But. I'm just really tired now. Physically and mentally. Do you get what I mean?

Just a jumble of feelings I had to say out. It's so suffocating to keep everything inside