Unhappy with myself 😔

I feel like crap now..... Ahhhh can't believe all the things that've happened to me today. I'm not sure if its a lack of effort on my part (but i definitely tried my best to prepare) but I always underperform in such situations. It's just so frustrating to see yourself slowly and consistently deproving and seeing fellow classmates catching up despite all the efforts you've been putting in to remind yourself of your mistakes.

And clearly, this is what they meant by 'pick up yourself after every fall'. I'm pretty sure this will just be one of many setbacks in the next one and a half years to come. I hope I'm able to be strong enough to pull through with sheer hard work... Right now I can't be more disappointed and upset at myself.

Many more to come and I must be prepared to brave through these storms for I can only depend on myself during examinations :'(

I really do hope today's events wouldn't affect me too much for the rest of my papers. Sigh.

I MUST PRESS ON AND WORK HARDER