its the hols. yay.

aiyo today early morning heavy rain. it feels gloomy.
i feel gloomy too. :(
service learning tomorrow... like finally. so much preparation.
abit de annoying. lol scratch that. Make it REALLY ANNOYING.
sigh. anyway. this year's hols r pretty boring to be honest.
Mayb its all the stress? New classes blahblahblah
signed up for a new tuition class. Hope things would improve....
i'll work hard for these 3wks!!! Going to china next sunday!

Needa meet u again. dont know whether i should be happy or sad.
you're so weird at times. I hate your moodswings alot. -.-
but obviously you dont care so mayb i shouldnt too.
we had so much fun times tgt but now you dont even wanna talk to me.
ugh. so its up to you if you wanna keep this friendship. ive had enough.
i should prolly make new friends on this trip. to keep myself sane.


Enough of the emoemo stuff. looking forward to fun during ccas and spamming animes this hols!!! :D
Ao No Exorcist ep7 was awesome. hehehe

fml

Something bad must always happen to me. EVERY. FUCKING. DAY.
i hate today. got scolded for something i didnt do. got ignored. what else?
cry also cannot. since when do you have a control over my emotions?
need some time alone in my room also cannot. sigh. today was supposed to be a fun day....
Turned out to be fucking stupid. fml really.

no school day!

Today i dont feel like doing anything~ :D
hahahahah tdy was ptm! It was a fun and unexpected day!!!
Results were already expected so not much of a surprise. just wondering how i should improve on my amaths and physics. hmm. tuition i suppose.
tmr is some carnival and interhouse thingy thing! woohoo!!! i bet it will be super fun. :)
1st time having this event. excited hehe
ok so. AUDELINE AND I ARE TFL!!!!! HAHAHA. B-)

frustrated. but what to do?

MY BROTHER IS AN INSENSITIVE BITCH.
I DONT WANNA LIVE WITH HIM ANYMORE. ITS LIVING HELL.
Its harder and harder to feel happy these days. I dont know what to do anymore. sometimes i feel so helpless i tear up.
life sucks. :( why must life be so difficult? Why must you do mean things to me on purpose? I have feelings too.
I find this all so unfair. why me.

GOT MY NEW PHONE OMG YES

whoa! its tuesday!
tmr having many exciting stuff! (compared to the past 2 days)
queensway idol and maths competition? hahaha mr leong was trying to be funny today. crazy man.
needa cramp with so many people in the small and stuffy hall tmr, goodluck performers!
i hope choir gets to perform with band, cuz if thats so, my seniors will join! :):):)
okay, dinner, tata.

why?

it hurts to be ignored by a friend.

idgaf anymore.

i wont give a shit about you anymore. make things difficult for me all the time. treat me nicely only when you need something. pretentious bitch. rot in hell. -.-

today, i've decided to pretend my brother dont exist. my life will be so much better now. im looking forward to a future w/o him :)