Some thoughts and difficulties

Trusting God. Am I really doing it or is my heart just deceiving my mind? This wake up call really came in timely.

Recently I've been feeling so broken because everything I do just doesn't go right. This year has been more of downs than ups and I really want to change that.

As painful as it is, I think God really wants me to surrender myself fully to Him. And that means all my worries, problems, stresses all to Him. And I'm willing to do that because I know He only wants the best for me. But I can only do so much on my own. Help me rely on you more and less on myself. 😔

Easter Sunday!!!❤

Hello everyone! This time I'm back not w emo posts but a heart of gratitude for The Lord and the many things I'm blessed w :')

Can't believe I'm 18 now. EIGHTEEN. Omg. Time flies too quickly!!! Feels like I just finished J1. But no

Today also happens to be Easter Sunday!! The resurrection day :) yesterday @ church was truly my first time experiencing and understanding what Good Friday and everything meant. So thankful for the experience. And eternally grateful for Your painful sacrifice for us. I can never fully comprehend the severity of your sufferings Lord, but I know that you've done and suffered so much much more for us. Whom you have cleansed us all from our sins eternally :)

Thank you lord and may your name be continually praised!! Thankful for a safe place to be living, for brothers & sisters in Christ, close friends, family and so much more 😌😁😁😁

AND AHHHH I'm so happy for some things which I shan't reveal yet hehehe Looking forward to what God has in store for all of us!! ☺

TIFFY AND SAAAAA that came over ytd at 12 hahahaha

sasarin's collage dedicated for me AWWW :D

NINNY!!!!!!!!!! :d can you believe we've only been friends for 5 years. SO SO thankful shes in AJ with me dont know how I'll cope without a strong pillar of support

THE BIMBOS :)

CHURCHIES/ MY ZONE :)))) so much to learn from them all! Their faith and passion for Him is so so beautiful :) 

THIS GROUP OF FRIENDS. HAHAHA became close only aft graduating from queensway. but better late than never! Thankful for them as well :) 

ZORA// og mates!! Thanks for sticking through all this while since we first entered AJ. Sometimes im still so amazed by the love they have for each other. SO MUCH JOY WHENEVER WE ARE TGT :))

oh another bimbo post HAHAHA WOO FOOD ADVENTURES 

FAMILY :DDDD feel like i havent been spending much time with them recently. but today's the day to do so!! Must not take anyone's care for granted :) home is still the best place to return to after a diffcult day outside.

Mum and dad!!! hope to be able to make them proud in the near future. As im growing older I hope I will never forget that they too are growing older and anytime spent is precious.

THIS GROUP OF ALTOS. hahahahaah. really ridiculous but thankful for  this group of good friends in choir!! dont have to hide any honest opinions w them HAHAHAAH. 

HAHAA yanshen and aathira. this was taken post choir camp! been through so much crap with them that it has really made us bond in a way. looking forward to working with them more often :) and tbh i may really miss choir a whole lot more than i thought after i step down...

AMEN! just sth I wanna keep in my mind :) 

conflicts in my mind

For some reason I've been only posting here when I need somewhere to just vent and write out my unhappy thoughts.

Overwhelmed. Possibly stressed. And still in a state of disbelief. Am I really gonna make it?

Through Christ all things are possible!

Recently I feel like I have been lacking in many areas sigh especially spiritually 😪 God please guide me to understand you better and rely on you more often

Mid February. End goal: Nov-Dec.
hope I'll heed advices from my close friends and just take things easy from now on. Doing things at my own pace despite my surroundings. I can storm through this bad weather with You because I know you'll be with me through the calm and through the storms